2004-06-14 [sarah l b]: *throws a glass at the wall cus i'm sick of everything*

2004-06-14 [Spratt]: oh no sarah wots up?

2004-06-14 [sarah l b]: i'm pi**ed off with the whole f**king universe .theres no point.why bother.they nicest ppl get pain and suffering the bastards get everything the want.i hate them all.*pushes table over*

2004-06-14 [Spratt]: sarah dont worry bout it the nicer ppl always get it tough but it will b worth it in the end *hugs*

2004-06-14 [Blaze the Nameless]: What have I missed?

2004-06-14 [sarah l b]: no it won't............he going through hell and its all there fault cus there homophobic moronic twats *shaking as i try 2 have a drink 2 carm down*...........the "him" is nathan and hes all carm but depressed and i'm the one thats inraged 4 him

2004-06-14 [Blaze the Nameless]: .....................

2004-06-15 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hey i know hell...trust me.....it aint fun...but they say its always darkest before the dawn....itll get better...i know...ive been through it...it always get worse before it gets better.....and until then ppl are here for ya...like us.....i know i cant do much but im here trying...so that might accidently count for something Right? *silly smile* :-P

2004-06-15 [sarah l b]: *hugs * thanx mate

2004-06-15 [IndigoRose]: I'm gonna have a mocha before i collapse in bed......I'm doing this backwards, I know....but *shrug* thought I might just stop by

2004-06-15 [Blaze the Nameless]: We all go through our own hell

2004-06-16 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i suppose so.....wish it were anyother way but its true....and in the long run it helps...itll make you stronger....if i hadnt had to put up with all the crap my family gives me i dont know i would have dea;t with ppl out in the world....going through this has taught me self control to a critical point

2004-06-16 [sarah l b]: hello all

2004-06-16 [Gwendylyyn]: Meep

2004-06-16 [sarah l b]: hello.hows u?

2004-06-16 [Gwendylyyn]: I'm okay

2004-06-16 [Spratt]: hey sarah sorry i ave only jus read wots up, i know its tough cos my mate had the same troubles (he is gay) and the best thing u can do is b there for him, i know its hard 2 do but the best thing 2 do is 2 stick by him but let him stick up for himself otherwise he will never learn how 2 deal with these idiots!

2004-06-16 [Blaze the Nameless]: Meh

2004-06-16 [Gwendylyyn]: Hun, I have so many gay, bi, les friends it is not even funny and they all have to deal with shit but we all just stick up for each other and, when it is needed, kick jerks' asses. Shit happens....but it gets better............usually.

2004-06-16 [Spratt]: exactly!

2004-06-16 [IcEcOlDcHeRiCoKe]: i know a gay guy and i have 2 gay teachers that i saw holding hands at the mall, and a les friend of mine has made out with another les

2004-06-16 [sarah l b]: spratt i can't be there 4 him.he doesn't want me there but i can't stand by and let it happen.....i don't know what 2 do

2004-06-16 [sarah l b]: *turns a glass of water into wine*.....oh wait i hate wine *changes it to cherry coke*.does anyone know what i can do 4 a friend thats got all his problems and i can't help with any of them?

2004-06-16 [Gwendylyyn]: ......

2004-06-16 [Kurus_Dreaon]: just say that your his friend and are glad to be such...then just be ready to listen...thats about all ya can do

2004-06-16 [I stabbith ye]: Wow I havn't been on here in ageous and I'm head of conversation......well you all wanna listen then okie dokie: Ben my b/f's parents are homophobic jerks that lcoked him away in his room, deleted me from his MSN account, and made him stop all contact with me against his will, we don't go to the same school......so there is absolutly no contact between us now...cause I got a new MSN addy and was called samantha lol......but now Bens MSN has failed completly so there will be no contact in the future either.....and ben right now is at home being taunted by his family, ridiculed by his parents, and beaten up by his brother and sister, whilst I am stuck here defenceless to help him.....

2004-06-16 [I stabbith ye]: I can't do a thing to help him, and now he is also ignoring me as well when ever we do see each other. His parents have also come up to me in the middle of the street and told me to stay away from ben if I want to stay alove, and to stop sexually harrasing him, and now nearly everybody in our town knows I'm the gay puff that sexually harrases ''straight'' boys.......and all I can do is take being kicked, hit, threatened ridiculed, chairs thrwon at me, pushed to the ground, and I have no one to share it with cause the only one ni our area who can relate to that is ben.....but he's not here anymore and he won't ever be, he became everything to me whilst we were together.....

2004-06-16 [I stabbith ye]: Ben dragged me out of the pits of suicide.....he was always there for me.......but he's gone, and I'm slowly being pushed back into that pt, bit by bit, as I die slowly inside, every day I'm not with him, every time I see him but he has to ignore me to protect me from his family a little bit more of me dies inside...I spend all night crying...I havn't slept in 48 hours....and yet through all my pain the worst is knowing the pain ben goes throgh, he gets bullying like me at school.....but he gets it at hime as well which is far worse. And the one thing that destroys me is knowing that I can't be there for him......

2004-06-17 [Blaze the Nameless]: I am not going to ask

2004-06-17 [Gwendylyyn]: I'm sorry. I wish there was something I could do to help.

2004-06-17 [Kurus_Dreaon]: If i was there i would BEAT THE LIVING FUCK OUT OF THOSE FRIGGEN JERKS........that pisses me off.....damn...wish i could help....if i could id fly there and beat the snot outta everybody in sight....i cant stand it when stuff like that happens....im so sorry

2004-06-17 [sarah l b]: i am sorry i can't be there 4 u.its destroying us all to think we can't do anything 2 help u even just a little.know were all here 4 u and i love u 2 bits

2004-06-17 [Gwendylyyn]: *sighs* Ya know what...? I think we could all use a round of drinks. *goes into the back and changes into her sexy maid/waitress outfit for the first time in a while and comes up behind the bar* Okay, what does everyone want? Hehe

2004-06-17 [-ollywood-]: blaze's blazing tea plz.....

2004-06-17 [Gwendylyyn]: **fixes up the drink and hands it to Ollie*

2004-06-17 [-ollywood-]: Thnx lol

2004-06-17 [Blaze the Nameless]: I have an annoucement! I have dumped my boyfriend who was a jerk and I have never felt better!

2004-06-17 [sarah l b]: ok*hugs*

2004-06-17 [sarah l b]: *goes 2 dark corner of the bar*

2004-06-17 [no longer here]: Hey, can i be a customer?

2004-06-17 [sarah l b]: yep.happy 2 serve u.what would u like?

2004-06-17 [Spratt]: :(

2004-06-17 [no longer here]: Sorry, im back ... my b/f turned up. Erm, i'd like a really big cup of strong coffee, with real cream and a touch of whisky in it please, if you do that anyway :).

2004-06-18 [Kurus_Dreaon]: Ill take whiskey please...wait...i can get it *slaps forehead and gets drink* i can serve ppl to if ya need

2004-06-18 [sarah l b]: yeh its a made up site we don't actually send it 2 u so we can do anything.*passes drink*      gets bored so *flys round room*

2004-06-18 [IcEcOlDcHeRiCoKe]: hey i havent been here for a while

2004-06-18 [Gwendylyyn]: *grins and makes sure that the drink Sarah mades gets to EllyDoll seeing how sarah is now flying around.* Hello Ice, Can I get you anything?

2004-06-18 [sarah l b]: *sits upside down on ceiling* hello

2004-06-18 [IcEcOlDcHeRiCoKe]: nope im ok

2004-06-18 [Gwendylyyn]: Alright...just thought I would ask. And hello Sarah

2004-06-18 [IcEcOlDcHeRiCoKe]: aaaaaaaaaaah i cant find the lyrics to first straw to 311!!

2004-06-18 [sarah l b]: hello all.*drops 2 floor* its hard drinking upside down

2004-06-18 [Dragon Hunter Seur-Chong]: How do i apply to be a regular and ill take a cup of the Ladys Coco

2004-06-18 [I stabbith ye]: A cloud of fog and lightning spin to create a spiral around a figure.......Nathan steps out.....Hello...stupied crappy day.....it's been raining all day, I had to walk home.....the one day I had to walk home and it was raining.....and now three hours later as I sit at home I have the sun blazing in through my window at me.....Oh and to become a regular you just like...erm..have to keep turning up and be a regular lol ^_^

2004-06-18 [sarah l b]: u just edit the page and put ur description.hows everyone?

2004-06-18 [TheWrongGirl]: Hey I'm gunna be a regular and I'll take a Spratt's Coco with extra marshmellows

2004-06-18 [sarah l b]: *passes drink* enjoy *floats round room*

2004-06-18 [TheWrongGirl]: thanx..

2004-06-18 [sarah l b]: *flys over 2 dark corner of the bar and drinks a coke through a bendy straw*

2004-06-19 [Amber_eyes]: um... hi.*shy voice**sits down at bar*

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: Why Hello.. *sits down next to her* Are you new here?

2004-06-19 [Amber_eyes]: Yea. just found out about the place.

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: Well welcome to the place can i order you something?

2004-06-19 [Amber_eyes]: Um, how about a coke please.

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: *orders Amber a coke* Can I please get a coke for this girl

2004-06-19 [Amber_eyes]: Thanks. *small smile*

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: You're welcome...

2004-06-19 [Amber_eyes]: *gets drink* thank you. so whats up wit you?

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: nothing.. my head was hurting so i thought i would stop in here and relax..its a wicked world out there..

2004-06-19 [Amber_eyes]: I know what u mean. my half sister (not real), Aieka, is just making fun of the fact that i like a guy, and another guy likes me.

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: dont you hate that.. i had my brother yelling at guys that were working across the street from me.. who were really cute

2004-06-19 [Amber_eyes]: Oh really. My brother dose that to. (ps these people are just my friends)

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: (my real brother).. hes only 10 and thought it would be fun to torture his big sister while i babysat him today..

2004-06-19 [Amber_eyes]: Ooooo, that suxs. and it will only get worse.

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: no see.. I"m leaving after this next year so it will be ok..I tease him all the chances i get now though.

2004-06-19 [Amber_eyes]: well thats good. (my real brother) hes only 9 months olds so...

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: i bet hes cute too..

2004-06-19 [Amber_eyes]: he is. i love him soooo much.

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: aww.. i want a little one.. lolol

2004-06-19 [Amber_eyes]: Only prob. is that they cry, alot!

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: yea i know that.. i cant stand that.. i had to take care of the baby in my child development class.. god was it annyoing

2004-06-19 [Amber_eyes]: Haha, a firend of mine had to do that. she had a doll, i have the real thing.

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: i about killed it one night.. and i only had it for a weekend..

2004-06-19 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hey pplz...hows everyone

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: can i have a doughnut with sugar topped, and some coke plz.

2004-06-19 [Kurus_Dreaon]: sure thing *gets order and gives it to ghostII* here ya go

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: thankz, *reading comic*

2004-06-19 [Kurus_Dreaon]: Your welcome....so hows life been?

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: cool, been reading this nice comic in a web .........its got a good story line.

2004-06-19 [Kurus_Dreaon]: what comic is it..does it got a name

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: yup, ill give you the address.........http://www.mutedfaith.com/

2004-06-19 [Kurus_Dreaon]: cooll.....ill check it out sometime thanks

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: ^^

2004-06-19 [sarah l b]: sup all?

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: hi, im alright....you?

2004-06-19 [Blaze the Nameless]: We have a new customer! Welcome!

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: ive been here since yesterday..................

2004-06-19 [Blaze the Nameless]: Cool!

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: can you bring me a donut and some coke, *watching a video*............

2004-06-19 [Blaze the Nameless]: Sure! *brings out a plate of donuts and a coke* Which doughnut would you like?

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: normal ones, can i try the ones with sugar topped on and rosted?

2004-06-19 [Blaze the Nameless]: Sure! *gives you the doughnut you asked for* Enjoy

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: thanks .....*still watching video*

2004-06-19 [Blaze the Nameless]: Whatca watching?

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: something interesting........keep watching it till it rewinds to the front, http://www.ebaumsworld.com/ghosts.html. its real life!!

2004-06-19 [Blaze the Nameless]: I'll watch it in a bit

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: thats really good.............

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: Hey everyone.. how is everything

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: hello, ^^ how are you?

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: Good and yourself?

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: im fine, thanks^^*gave another hug*

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: lolol *gives another hug*

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: lol ,i might be going in and out, so my comments might take a long time...............

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: thats fine..

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: k.

2004-06-20 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hey to all and anybody here

2004-06-20 [ghostII]: me is here.

2004-06-20 [Kurus_Dreaon]: good then im not thew only person still here...thats good....so how ya been

2004-06-20 [ghostII]: fine, what about you?

2004-06-20 [ghostII]: seen the web ive found?

2004-06-20 [sarah l b]: what web u found?*sips coke*

2004-06-20 [IcEcOlDcHeRiCoKe]: hey

2004-06-20 [sarah l b]: how r u?

2004-06-20 [IcEcOlDcHeRiCoKe]: good you?

2004-06-20 [sarah l b]: i'm alright.what have u been up 2?

2004-06-20 [ghostII]: oh no, i was talking to kurus........

2004-06-20 [sarah l b]: oh ok.how r u?*hugs whoever wants a hug*

2004-06-20 [IcEcOlDcHeRiCoKe]: nothin.. havin company over today

2004-06-20 [sarah l b]: k.hope u have fun

2004-06-20 [Blaze the Nameless]: BTW, Happy Fathers day 2 all

2004-06-20 [sarah l b]: u 2.*hugs* i would say free drinks and stuff but that would be pritty pointless.i know lets have a donut throwing compotition....there always fun.lol

2004-06-20 [Blaze the Nameless]: LOL! Incoming jelly filled! *ducks*

2004-06-20 [sarah l b]: *throws a donut at wall*

2004-06-20 [Blaze the Nameless]: Who's going to clean all this up?

2004-06-20 [sarah l b]: *clicks fingers and the room is suddenly clean* there u go *throws donut*

2004-06-20 [ghostII]: did you went on it jons?

2004-06-20 [White Phoenix aka Ryoko]: NUUUUUUUUUUU!!! NOT THE DOUGHNUTS!!! *grabs doughnuts* nuuuuuuu.....poor doughnuts.... *cries*

2004-06-20 [ghostII]: doughnut? *picks out a new one from behind me....*

2004-06-20 [White Phoenix aka Ryoko]: NUUUUUUUUUU DON'T MURDER THE DOUGHNUTS!!! I'LL............I'LL BRING IN THE FROGS!!!

2004-06-20 [ghostII]: no, im giving you one..........for free...........

2004-06-20 [White Phoenix aka Ryoko]: oh........i knew that...*frogs toting big guns hop in, point guns at me* erm, i gotta split! *falls out window; frogs jump to window and start shooting me* AH AH AH AH AH!!! *i land on my fat arse, get up and start running, funny anime tears flying from my eyes* Why do things like this keep happening to me, maman? I don't do anything bad, but everyone's always out to get me, maman! *stops, looks at evil frogs; grins* ..........Anyways, this really isn't the time for me to be sobbing in French, now is it? *throws a grenade at the evil frogs of doom* *runs back into the coffee bar* Phew, so waddid I miss? --U

2004-06-20 [ghostII]: um..........nothing much.'_' "

2004-06-20 [White Phoenix aka Ryoko]: *sigh* don't ask...i was at camp...sorry, i ment to type "toads" instead of frogs --U

2004-06-20 [ghostII]: seriously, i dont mind....................

2004-06-20 [White Phoenix aka Ryoko]: ok.............im too wierd 4 my own good

2004-06-20 [ghostII]: k.

2004-06-20 [Blaze the Nameless]: I am way 2 weird for my parents good

2004-06-20 [White Phoenix aka Ryoko]: lol; ditto

2004-06-20 [Blaze the Nameless]: I'm surprised they haven't sent me 2 a special school

2004-06-20 [White Phoenix aka Ryoko]: ..........can i have some cappuchino? Being chased by those

EVIL TOADS OF DOOOOOOOOOOM

2004-06-21 [Blaze the Nameless]: *gets you cappuchino* Would the toads like some flies?

2004-06-21 [Kurus_Dreaon]: lo all

2004-06-21 [Spratt]: hey hey

2004-06-21 [sarah l b]: sup all?

2004-06-21 [ghostII]: hi^^

2004-06-21 [sarah l b]: how r u?

2004-06-21 [ghostII]: fiine, thankz. ^^ you?

2004-06-21 [sarah l b]: i'm alright.just chatting on msn

2004-06-21 [ghostII]: cool, im sorting out computer problems

2004-06-21 [sarah l b]: k

2004-06-21 [ghostII]: ^^

2004-06-21 [sarah l b]: g2g tlk 2 u soon.toodlez

2004-06-21 [ghostII]: seeya, bye.^^

2004-06-21 [sarah l b]: wait doesn't matter i'm back.*drinks Dr Pepper*

2004-06-21 [Spratt]: lol mmmmmmmm dr pepper *drools*

2004-06-21 [Blaze the Nameless]: *walks in* Sorry, I'm late!

2004-06-21 [Spratt]: BLAZE!!!!! *runs and hugs u!!*

2004-06-21 [Blaze the Nameless]: *hugs back* SPRATT! Girl you've been missed so much!

2004-06-21 [Spratt]: lol u2!!! we r finally online at the same time lol! ur on my list of important ppl on my page!!!! *hugs again*

2004-06-21 [Blaze the Nameless]: Really? Aw, thanks!

2004-06-21 [Spratt]: really really :)

2004-06-21 [White Phoenix aka Ryoko]: no, the EVIL TOADS OF DOOOOOOOOOOM don't deserve any flies. I maimed them. <_< >_>

2004-06-21 [Blaze the Nameless]: Okay. No flies for them.

2004-06-21 [White Phoenix aka Ryoko]: good...................*drinks cappuchino*

2004-06-21 [ghostII]: hi,^^ me back.

2004-06-21 [White Phoenix aka Ryoko]: hihihi

2004-06-21 [TheWrongGirl]: *walks in and goes over and sits in corner of room*

2004-06-21 [White Phoenix aka Ryoko]: *walks over to TheWrongGirl, sits down beside her* hi

2004-06-21 [TheWrongGirl]: *looks up from the bar* Hi.. .

2004-06-21 [ghostII]: *goes in, sit down, hugs everyone* hi^^

2004-06-21 [TheWrongGirl]: please.. I"d rather not be hugged...or touched at al please

2004-06-21 [ghostII]: ok,............../_\.................

2004-06-21 [TheWrongGirl]: sorry...its jsut something I"m going through

2004-06-21 [White Phoenix aka Ryoko]: ok.....do you need some comfort?

2004-06-21 [ghostII]: yes, i think i need a hug.......................

2004-06-21 [Blaze the Nameless]: We all need a hug once in a while

2004-06-21 [ghostII]: *nodded*

2004-06-21 [Blaze the Nameless]: Thats why I'm apart of the House of Hugs

2004-06-21 [ghostII]: ok, ^^

2004-06-21 [White Phoenix aka Ryoko]: *hugs Blaze Jons and ghostII*

2004-06-21 [ghostII]: u re part of it too!^^

2004-06-21 [sarah l b]: hello all*hugs whoever wants a hug* hows my staff and customers?

2004-06-21 [ghostII]: going ok^^

2004-06-21 [sarah l b]: gd.what have u been up 2?

2004-06-21 [ghostII]: going ok, drawing badges for people, but scaner is down.

2004-06-21 [sarah l b]: shame

2004-06-21 [ghostII]: i know............

2004-06-21 [sarah l b]: *passes donut* cheer up.this place is so depressing *pusses buttons on the wall and a disco ball and balloons are revealed and the widescreen tv plays MTV*

2004-06-21 [ghostII]: ohhhhh..........ahhhhhhhh..................*eats donuts*thankz

2004-06-21 [sarah l b]: *dances and passes a balloon* yeah.erm enjoy?